To be honest, it is really hard for me to focus on what I’m doing because I get easily destructed. When I’m studying my lessons, just hearing some form of noise and music to be specific, I will change my focus, instead of studying, I will just sing out loud and enjoy music. When I’m sleeping, just a simple noise could make be woke up and the worst thing is that, I’ll not sleep again through the night. Before I thought that it was just normal for a person, but as I grow old, I think that something is really wrong about me.
I went to the doctor several times already, but no one gave me the answer that I wanted, which I really don’t know. The only thing I needed is clearer explanation about my condition, and how could I remove it. Although it was so weird, it also brought good thing for us. I’m sitting beside my bed and studying my home works when I get destructed with small noise outside, when I look in the window, there were thieves who’s getting the spoilers of our neighbor’s car. Then I shout loud which is very annoying and make our neighbor get out on their house and see what happen.
